Just the thought of my beautiful sweet granddaughter Alyssa moving 4 hours away to Florida, just brought tears to my eyes…. this is the second time I have heard her speak of it…the first time it bothered me somewhat but I let it go thinking that Katie wouldn’t move away from her family…. but to have her mention it again…uggg it just made me depressed…just the thought of them moving to Florida…4 hours in the opposite direction of my other family…WOW …… I have had a few hours to let it sink in and I just can’t concentrate…. I know that some people are thinking I am over reacting and others seem to understand where I am coming from. Yes I know I have let myself get overly attached to that lil Indian baby…but she is just so loveable and the best granddaughter you could ask for…..
I know that I would survive if it did happen but I feel like Katie wouldn’t be happy so far away from her family. I remember making a similar move when my Josh was just a year old…..I just up and moved away to Virginia with my first love…thinking he would take care of me and Josh…but I was too much of a family person that it was much harder than I thought….I so missed everyone…I remember the day I moved…having to say my goodbyes.…I even remember my best friend Maria crying cause I was moving away…I remember it like yesterday…I stayed less than a year and my gramma and pappap drove 12 hours to come and get me and Josh and we moved back to Georgia.
I want Katie to be happy just as much as much as I want Alyssa to be just 10-15 minutes away. I will support her for she is my grandbaby’s momma…
I just had to vent out my feelings of hurt…and ask the Lord to help my heart handle whatever is to be.
Love is a powerful feeling of emotion…. Love hurts just as much as it feels good.
Life wouldn’t be worth living without love…although sometimes I get tired of the hurt that I wish I didn’t love but I shouldn’t really say that because I’m thankful I have Alyssa to love.
Ok…. enough of my rattling on about it.
Our babies have to be able to strecth their wings and have a go at the world. We have to be strong and let them try; it is, in essence, a growth opportunity for both mother and child. Know how much you are loved and that will never change.
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